Why did it have to be you? After making my heart idle for so long a time, why does it have to beat so fast when I see you?
There are so many things I want to say to you but never had the courage to say. I have a lot of questions that I wanted to ask but I there was never a chance. I know I have liked you deeper than what I know it is. Maybe I have come to love you but I can’t just admit to myself because I never want the pain of knowing that I’ve fallen for you but you can’t feel the same way. I have expected so much from US but only disappointed myself for hoping too much when I know from the start that I am fooling myself for believing that there can be US.
It’s hard to see you everyday. It’s hard to move on.
But I’m hoping that time will mend me and I hope that my mind will keep on reminding me that there is nothing to hold on to.