There are some things you just have to know...

No one knows my story.
People nowadays are quick to judge without even knowing every effing reason why you do things.
I really don't speak that much about how things go in my life, work or about some random things.
But it's not my way of hiding from the truth.
It's just that, in that way, everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay.
It's not that I am badly broken inside.
The truth is that no one really knows me.
No one will ever know me, and sometimes it freaks the hell out of me...
Because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.
Life is hard. Nobody said it’s gonna be easy. We always need to look on the brighter side of it.

Life is hard. Nobody said it’s gonna be easy. We always need to look on the brighter side of it.

“Dear John”

Why did it have to be you? After making my heart idle for so long a time, why does it have to beat so fast when I see you?

True story! #nuffsaid #fallinginloveforthelasttime

True story! #nuffsaid #fallinginloveforthelasttime

La Douleur Exquise…

La Douleur Exquise…

Super duper tiring day still with the hang over of friday night’s fun! #makatishangrila  #saturdate @omanipulator ๐Ÿ˜‰

Super duper tiring day still with the hang over of friday night’s fun! #makatishangrila #saturdate @omanipulator ๐Ÿ˜‰

Caption this…. #edsashangrila

Caption this…. #edsashangrila

Finally… #movingon #idontwannawaitinvainforyourlove

Finally… #movingon #idontwannawaitinvainforyourlove

There are so many things I want to say to you but never had the courage to say. I have a lot of questions that I wanted to ask but I there was never a chance. I know I have liked you deeper than what I know it is. Maybe I have come to love you but I can’t just admit to myself because I never want the pain of knowing that I’ve fallen for you but you can’t feel the same way. I have expected so much from US but only disappointed myself for hoping too much when I know from the start that I am fooling myself for believing that there can be US.
It’s hard to see you everyday. It’s hard to move on.
But I’m hoping that time will mend me and I hope that my mind will keep on reminding me that there is nothing to hold on to.

There are so many things I want to say to you but never had the courage to say. I have a lot of questions that I wanted to ask but I there was never a chance. I know I have liked you deeper than what I know it is. Maybe I have come to love you but I can’t just admit to myself because I never want the pain of knowing that I’ve fallen for you but you can’t feel the same way. I have expected so much from US but only disappointed myself for hoping too much when I know from the start that I am fooling myself for believing that there can be US.
It’s hard to see you everyday. It’s hard to move on.
But I’m hoping that time will mend me and I hope that my mind will keep on reminding me that there is nothing to hold on to.

Photo credit: @kanai17 © thank you!!!

Photo credit: @kanai17 ยฉ thank you!!!

I thought I’m good with 5km cause it’s super hot tonight. But oh well, here’s my another 10km run. ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜œ #determined #whatis10kgstoadeterminedjert #maglawaykaprogram #weightloss #rundiary #runrunrun

I thought I’m good with 5km cause it’s super hot tonight. But oh well, here’s my another 10km run. ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜œ #determined #whatis10kgstoadeterminedjert #maglawaykaprogram #weightloss #rundiary #runrunrun